P.S.
If she keeps this up, she'll kill herself, whether she's trying to or not. Pretty soon, you'll realize this and decide you'd rather make her hate you, than have to live with not trying to save her.
You'll watch her sleep and listen to her breathe, and you will want to cry because she's so perfect. At some point that night, you'll lose your nerve.
You might not be brave enough to let her hate you.
Every day might hurt her.
You might be selfish in keeping her alive.
But I'll kill you if you don't try.
Do not vote for me. I am too young, and you need a wise-man, steeped in tradition, not a warrior. Do not vote for me, because I am terrifying. I will change your world, and that is a discomfort. I will alter your routine and cut passages through the mountains that block your minds, sending winding train tracks of iron between ideas. I will send your souls on an exodus from the everyday mediocrity, and lead you to fertile soil beyond. Some of you will die. So do not vote for me.
You do not need me to lead you, because you are comfortable, invincible, untouchable, unsinkable. To deviate from what you know would be a risk. It would be
Hey.
It's me, you. So, you're graduating middle school. You got accepted to LaSalle Academy. Congrats.
Things are gonna get rough. Pretty soon, you'll be in high school. I know you're excited. I know you wanted to go to LaSalle for years. Mom wanted you to. Grandpa wanted you to, and that's why Mom wanted it. You're never going to really talk to your friends again.
At LaSalle, you'll learn who you are. You might not like it. You'll have friends who hurt themselves, and friends who do dr
The worst moment of my life was spent on a Friday afternoon, staring at a computer screen in my principal's office. Mr. Kavanagh and I were busy watching the security footage of the hallway just outside my homeroom class, which was not so coincidentally the last place I had ever seen my portfolio.
Standing behind Mr. Kavanagh's desk and leaning over to better see the small window, I couldn't help but wonder why the video was in color. On television, security tapes were always black and white and on VHS, but my school had everything set up digitally, with months of footage saved. I appreciated our technology for a moment, but it didn't
When the government fell, she had been the only one left standing. Her ethics as a senator had been so great as to have never created her a single enemy among the insurgents, and for that, her life was spared.
Survivor's guilt is a powerful destroyer of someone's soul.
Five years later, and the sensation, the twenty three year old woman senator who had won over the nation with a charming smile and a knack for embarrassing the more corrupt politicians, was unrecognizable as a cold, impenetrable twenty eight year old.
As the last remaining member of government who held any significant position of power after the attack, she had taken over i
The forensic evidence left at the crime scenes was completely useless. The size eight footprints lead to a dead end. The sneakers with that particular tread were far to popular to help narrow down the search. The DNA, recovered from under the nails of the victims, wasn't in a single database. Nor were the fingerprints, though there were many, mostly on the throats of the corpses, accompanied by horrific bruising.
The investigators only had two real leads. The deep gashes across the backs of the strangled bodies contained the first lead, bits of leather which were eventually traced back to a whip made in Italy. But there were seven
The Three Trees on the Sun
1. Small Tree was as tall as all of our grandfathers standing on each others shoulders.
2. Middle Tree was as tall as all of our grandmothers and grandfathers standing in the same fashion.
3. Tall Tree was much taller than both of her sisters combined. If every creature that ever lived stood on the shoulders of the creature before it, it would still not be as tall as Tall Tree.
The Three Trees Turn to Ashes
1. It took two thousand years for Small Tree to catch fire, and her ashes fell away and created the other stars.
2. It took five thousand years for Middle Tree to catch fire, and her ashes fell away
mars is on his knees waving surrender,
god of war turned timid lover, he is
begging you to look away
(i can't see you like this, i can't
see you splintering---
i should have known you'd
fray at the edges)
don't say those broken words;
save your voice for lullabies
printed in history books
out of tune with comfort--
you're not happy here
i've seen broken
wildernesses struck like piano keys;
the sharp notes resonate through the
branches in my spine;
have you heard about the falling pantheon?
they tumbled through the forest leaving
us alone, we're alone, we're not strong enough for this;
you're not strong enough for this, and
hey icarus---
you knew you'd fail,
you had that flaw
(don't admit you were wrong,
apology's a sign of weakness)
you're stronger than that
dad had bold words,
warnings as stark and cold as
the sea sent to swallow you,
digested from legend to myth
you should have asked me
what the sky felt like;
i would have told you
stay away---
even birds only come up for a moment
(no one wants to be where they belong)
this is you spinning down in
your own twilight, little bird,
"you deserved it"
he let this happen
you weren't built to last---
you were built with knees and
made for corrosion, and i bet
you didn't know you're bones are h
"I like penguins," was my tepid response to the little doodle Alex had dropped on my desk.
She merely nodded and returned her attention to whatever she was drawing at the time; for once, I was too preoccupied to look over her shoulder and watch whatever it was bloom out of the tip of her pen. The little scrap of paper before me had a little cluster of cartoon penguins voicing their love for me (and cheese: a sentiment I will always echo) in tiny speech bubbles above their heads. This was my best friend's attempt to make me feel better, and I could go as far as to say that it worked, at least somewhat.
Five minutes earlier, with my head o
Buck inhales deeply and quietly as he stretches his arms and cracks his knuckles. The popping joints seem to him as loud as firecrackers in the silent night, but no one else hears. Loosening up and relaxing, he exhales and sets his sights on his target. This game has been going on for weeks now, and each side has yet to move ahead. One group makes a move, and the other blocks them, then retaliates later. The rules are simple. Kill as many of the other side as possible, and make it out alive. Mayhem and complete destruction are key, but the moves ar
I'm in the process of cleaning up this account, since it's been quite a while. Any writing that survived to exist on here in the future will be edited over the summer. Reading it all has me completely frustrated by pieces with great concepts, fantastic single lines, and horrible style and execution. If any of you truly love me, serious critiques would be greatly welcomed.
This is going to be a place for my visual art too. I guess I should start photographing the shit I've made this year in school.
it's fun cleaning my room like this because i already got rid of everything that ever belonged to my ex, and now i'm finding little things from years ago that are all silly things from my current girlfriend. it's like a little timeline of foreshadowing. it's cute. O.o
hi. thanks for the fave... i miss you and i love you and i start classes on wednesday and even though i'm the antisocial one on my floor i'm making a lot of friends and it's not all weird and annoying because the RAs have stopped trying to make us bond.
that's great. if only i was. my parents sent in my tuition deposit late, and MassArt over enrolled. So I'm on a wait list, and it's not looking good. O.o